Trust Nobody

People can easily create and make up stories of you without you knowing or allowed to defend yourself. They just assume you are like that and don't even letting you to explain yourself. Especially, the person that making up stories are really "reliable" and "believable" by everyone. They just gonna believe the person blindly. 

All of a sudden, they'll go silent on you. Like you're dead to them. And here I am, left behind, puzzled. Don't really knowing what actually happening. They were okay yesterday, but completely silent the next day. What did I done? What have I done? 

Now, I don't really know what to do anymore. Everyone have that limit, and they kinda crossed the line. And I don't even bother to care anymore. Maybe this is the end? I never thought this day would come. I'm just gonna go my own way. I will try to ignore all the things that happening in front of my eyes. Try to forget every memories we created together.

I actually feel stabbed. But I can't say anything because I don't really know what is happening. I'm really confuse. Is this kind of a test? A test of loyalty? So called friendship? The heck! I'm kinda piss too. Huuuh....

ain's (OwO)v

New Look!

So, I've been working on the theme and colours of this blog. I go with this teal greenish blueish colour with a touch of salmony red. Haha I'm totally butchering the colour names.

Gonna make a new header when I have some time laying around. And I don't really have time now. To busy with study and projects. It's been a long time since I touch my drawing tablet. I might even don't remember the tricks and the easy way navigating around the software anymore. Might need some time to refresh the damn memory land. 

Hope it's gonna come along nicely. 

ain's (OwO)v

It's Been A Long, Long Time

I cant believe that it's been about 3 years since my last post. Life has been different. Not a very good one, but enough to make me continue my life happily. 

A lot of changes has happen. Believe it or not, I'm in college now. I never thought that I would continue my study. I think I paused a little bit to long. It's time to hit the play button and continue the game again. 

I think I've found a new game that I'm didn't expect to like at the beginning, but ended up loving it. A game of life. And apparently I'm aiming for the victory. 

I've found lot's of friends along the way and I've found some enemies too. And apparently I've found someone that I like. The perfect, cookie cutter, dream guy. He's not a "dream guy" at first but he's turning into one actually. And I'm confused with my own feeling.

Enough that, I think I'm gonna revamp this blog and continue to blogging. Gonna be a lot of random things or maybe I'm just gonna use this for ranting haha. It's gonna be a good get away from the tiring real life. I hope I still remember how to do all the coding. Need to make this more adult I think? Or maybe I should make a new blog entirely. Hurm...

Good bye for now, Need to sleep. I'm so tired today. The lack of sleep making me strangely hyper. A weird way to channel the remaining energy. I hope this won't be the last post I'm gonna write here. 

ain's (OwO)v